Ashes - Part 1

"You can't love anyone else if you can not love yourself," said Mr Herru. He was my biggest supporter when I wanted to go to college a few years ago. He inspired me a lot. When he died I couldn't take control of my fear and anger because he was murdered by a stranger. I couldn't overcome it. He was closer to me than my father was. I regarded him as my lifesaver. Every time I feel bad about something he would listen to me carefully, he would understand what I need and he would give me a hand when I feel alone.

Now I am all alone. I have nobody behind me to support me. I have to do everything by myself. No one won't listen to me, no one won't understand me. I feel like I am in a big space. Everything I have rotten suddenly. All of the good things in the world suddenly disappeared. If I overcome it, I wouldn't die of pain. I died and I rose from my ashes. Now I am coming to drown the murders of my fatherlike mentor in that ashes.