REVENGE

 When Clara looked into my eyes, I felt like I am drowning in an ocean. She didn't say anything to me. Just her eyes talked to me. When you love someone, everything in the world becomes much more beautiful than ever before because loving something heals everything. When I was a little kid I used to think no one could love me. It was because of my friends. I was the different one. I have never been loved by someone else. Then I started to dream. I dreamt of Clara every night. She was the most beautiful girl in the world but she didn't love me. I felt terribly alone. Once I decided to take revenge on everyone who don't love me. 

Everything began with that. I developed a machine. Killer machine. Unstoppable. Now I have killed all of my targets except for Clara. When everything is done, I wanted to give up on killing Clara because she was the only one I have but then I suddenly realized that I haven't had Clara. This fed my pain. Pain turned into a fear that destroy everything. I tried to control it but it was extremely hard. Especially when no one loves you you cannot comprehend the basic of life. everything turns into a drama. Every happiness becomes agony. Every face you is forgotten in time except for the ones you love. 

In the end, I decided to face Clara. When we met, I realized how much I love her. I decided to give up. Her smile brought the spring to my desert that every hope dies. Love shouldn't destroy it must give birth to hopes and dreams. Even if it is unanswered, it should make things better.